Let me start off this blog with a little information about Venus Retrograde. "Old friends or lovers may reappear or you may relive past life experiences in order to sort out karmic issues. As Venus also rules money, it’s traditionally thought that Venus retrograde is not an ideal time for investing or buying luxury items.' -Astrology King. So with that being said let me add my twist to that.
I had a relationship that lasted 6 years. It was for the most part a good relationship. However, there were some bad times. Unfortunately, those bad times were BAD. Over the course of the last year, I have forgiven him. To the point that I saw and remembered the good times. And realized, I didn't hate him. Over the past 6 months I saw the signs that he was going to contact me, his name popped up in weird places, a name I was associated with him came up and so on and so forth. But in normal Laura fashion, I ignored them. Well, Venus retrograde struck and I received an email. Now I saw the name come up on my email and I braced myself. I thought to myself...you idiot why do you ignore the signs? So I stared at the notification for a few minutes. Knowing that it was going to be full of excuses. So curiosity got the best of me. I opened it. WOAH, not even close to what I was expecting. A very sincere apology. Outlining everything. I was shocked. And even a little relieved. I responded nicely and told him I forgave him and I didn't hate him. I had expected the emails to stop after that. Well they didn't. We went back and forth catching each other up on what we were up to and discussing the past and asking questions and receiving answers. We have spent time together and enjoyed each other and again cleared up the past. Even laughed about some of the bad times.
Now anyone in my past would think I was crazy for even "entertaining" his email. However, it has been nice. I forgive easily. I don't hold grudges. I have changed a lot, for the better. Why can't someone else? Especially when they truly want to change. I haven't completely come out and told people we were talking again and because of Venus retrograde that will probably wait until the middle of May before I truly decide what I am going to do. For the time being I am going to enjoy the time we do have together and wait and see how this plays out. According to research he showed up to teach me something or he is here for good.
My point of this blog is retrogrades are legitimate. There is a reason things come up during these time periods. Take this time to grow and learn. That is what they are there for! I am definitely paying attention what Saturn and Jupiter have in store for me as they are also in Retrograde right now :-)
Hi there! I am new to the blogging thing so bare with me. I have had a long path at life and this year I decided to change that. The Law Of Attraction right? Positive thinking brings positve action. This blog is about the research I have done on making my life better.